All i want to write today is that i'm hopelessly confused about so many things....:(
I wish I had somebody I could really talk to and not be judged and get good sound advice.... I know thats asking too much....
But I'm sure I'll come out of this too.... talking to myself helps the most... despite the fact that people consider me a little too demented when i act that way....
So, it'll be back to thinking for me???.. no I think I'll just sit and waste away n wait for things to happen when they will... too lazy